mm I have decided to post occassionally in this blog and for the moment will be sticking to my livejournal. realized that it isn't very good to have a blog that ANYONE knows of oO often i find myself being indirectly forced to post some 'politically' correct thinkings that are the total opposite of my actual state of mind. =\
this is, to me, different from the meaning of having a 'diary'. A diary is where one can post what we think and truly feel. This blog is not a diary. it's a facade. A facade I intend to put up occassionally. Because I cannot post what I think. If I did, the consequences would be beyond what we call 'bad'.
Of course, I'm not alleging that many people come to my blog, but the small numbers are, believe me, enough. I shall retreat to the seclusion that is my livejournal.
Of course, I'll post more than once a week ^^ but more about my life than my thoughts.
Let there be no one who can understand or even be aware of my state of mind. Because when that happens, I shall be no more than an empty shell, like the rest of the people in this forsaken world. Void of feeling and thought, withdrawn from control and finally, senseless, with nothing to define me.
this is, to me, different from the meaning of having a 'diary'. A diary is where one can post what we think and truly feel. This blog is not a diary. it's a facade. A facade I intend to put up occassionally. Because I cannot post what I think. If I did, the consequences would be beyond what we call 'bad'.
Of course, I'm not alleging that many people come to my blog, but the small numbers are, believe me, enough. I shall retreat to the seclusion that is my livejournal.
Of course, I'll post more than once a week ^^ but more about my life than my thoughts.
Let there be no one who can understand or even be aware of my state of mind. Because when that happens, I shall be no more than an empty shell, like the rest of the people in this forsaken world. Void of feeling and thought, withdrawn from control and finally, senseless, with nothing to define me.
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